My Sister

Submitted by: Diane at Ginosko

My first intimation that life with a younger sister would be vastly different from life as an only child came just a week or so after she was born.

Behind my grandparent’s home was a mother-in-law cottage where our family lived the first five years of my life. If you counted the foyer (a linoleum square just big enough for the front door to swing open) and the space at the top of the stairs that became the nursery, you could say, with a more or less straight face, that there were seven rooms, three of which were bedrooms.

My mom set the ironing board up in the archway between the kitchen and living room, so she could iron some of Dad’s pale blue uniform shirts. I stood on the wide, flat arm of our sectional couch, belting out “Old MacDonald” as only a three-year-old can. In other words, singing at the top of my lungs, with no particular attention paid to either melody or lyric. From my point of view, all was right with the world.

“Shh, Diane, you need to be quiet, the baby is sleeping.”

Flabbergasted, I stopped singing mid-Ee-i-o. Excuse me? I thought I had my mother’s full attention, reveling in her appreciation of my gifted vocal abilities. Instead, I had to stop, because that wrinkled little thing (whose own vocal abilities were hardly as developed as mine, except perhaps in the realm of sheer volume) was sleeping? My self-centered little world shattered.

Eventually my family moved out of the cottage into a much roomier home, where I could sing to my heart’s content in my attic bedroom. Our sleeping arrangement, in fact, mirrored the relationship between my sister and me: under the same roof, but worlds apart in temperament, interests and life choices.

While we will never be “sisters of the heart”, we are still sisters by blood, and that does count for something. When necessary, we can work together in relative harmony, doing what needs to be done and then going our separate ways. We can even enjoy one another’s company on family holidays.

Provided, of course, that she doesn’t try to stop me from singing.

 

Submitted by: Cricket’s Hearth

Sisters is probably the most competitive relationship within the family, but once the sisters are grown, it becomes the strongest relationship.  ~Margaret Mead

 

 

I read this quote many years ago and my first thought was how much I wished it were true for me and my two sisters. I am the middle girl of three sisters, each born 15 months after the other. We were followed several years later by two brothers. Our oldest brother David died of pneumonia when he was only three months old. I have no memory of David except for stories told by our mother and his grave stone at the cemetery which I put flowers on every year for Memorial Day. I also have limited memories of my brother Rick growing up, but then I left home due to an unplanned marriage at age 16, he was 11. I do however have many memories of the turbulent relationship between us girls, both as children and as adults.

 

My older sister, Toupey (family nickname, of course) was the first grandchild born on my mother’s side of the family, and the first blond-haired grandbaby on my dad’s. She was a healthy nine pound baby born with a head full of blond ringlets and the biggest blue eyes, a definite contender for a picture perfect “Ivory Baby”. She enjoyed 15 months of being the apple of everyone’s eye before I came along and stole some of her spotlight. From day one, we were as opposite as two sisters could be. I was very small, just barely over 5 pounds at birth. I too had a head full of hair, but I was definitely a Myers baby with the traditional dark brown hair and dark brown eyes. She had been loud-spoken since the day she was born and I was the quiet one. The family joke has been how Toupey didn’t like me the first time she saw me. She even kicked/pushed me off the couch with her feet when I was only 3 or 4 weeks old. I was cramping her style and she was claiming her territory. My Aunt Idie told me several years ago she always worried about me when I was little due to my sister’s jealousy. She believes the only thing that saved me was our younger sister was born, who Toupey liked even less than me. Joy-Joy (ahh yes, family nickname) was a sickly child despite being a healthy eight pounds at birth. She demanded much of our mother’s attention due to one illness after another. I have been told I didn’t appear to mind this, but Toupey was livid. So much so, she was accused, although never actually proved, of causing several accidents in which Joy-Joy received numerous bruises, cuts and scraps. And this was before Joy-Joy was even five years old. Of course, our relationships never got better, only worse.

 

As I look back on our childhood, I can see where our mother played a significant part in increasing the level of natural sister competition. Her favorite motivational theme was, “Why can’t you do this as well as Toupey?” “Cricket does this so much better, why can’t you get this right like she does?” “Joy-Joy can do this, I can’t believe you two are older and can’t!” The foundation of our mother’s child rearing skills was one of promoting competition to gain her approval.

 

The competition between Toupey and I only increased when she failed kindergarten and we ended up going through school together, many years in the same classroom due to the smallness of the school. I bowed out of the competition for mother’s approval when Toupey and I were in the fifth grade. We brought our report cards home and I eagerly displayed my all A’s before dinner. My dad looked at the card and said, “Yep, what I figured it would be.” My mother barely glanced at the card and gave no response. My sister withheld her report card until forced to produce it. She had all D’s and one C. The C had been a D the term before. Our mother made such a major issue out of that C, about how wonderful it was that Toupey had raised her grade. She was so happy about that C that she went to the kitchen and baked a cake to celebrate the occasion. That was a turning point for me. I couldn’t get a simple “good job” for all A’s but my sister earned a cake for one C. I did not eat a piece of the cake. I was full, not from dinner, but full of rage at being treated like a red-headed step-child. And I was done - done with competing for our mother’s attention and her love. I don’t think she even noticed, but then she had my older sister and my younger sister at each other’s throats, literally, trying to win her approval.

 

The habits of childhood carried into adulthood. Both of my sisters vied for our mother’s attention and love everyday up until the day she died. I remained aloof, and was accused of thinking I was better than everyone because I kept my distance. To this day, my sisters have no understanding of my actions. I did not think I was better than them. I simply chose to loose the competition and forfeit the prize.

 

Submitted by: Adamswife

What can I tell you about my sister? She is my best friend, my head cheer-leader and number one critic. She is just 17 months older than me and has always been there to lead the way. She made sure I knew how to find my way to class when I started school, taught me the latest dances, and chauffeured me wherever I needed to go.

Two stories from our early days illustrate our life-long relationship. When I was just six weeks old our mother came into the bedroom where I was sleeping to check on me. Mom found Sis in my crib feeding me chocolate cake. She has willingly shared with me from that day to this. =)

A few years later when I started attending Junior Sunday School Mom was pleasantly surprised that I was adapting so well to being away from her. I went off each week without a fuss. Then one of the teachers asked Mom if she was aware that Sis sat and held me on her lap each week through Sunday School. Of course Mom was not aware of this and promptly put a stop to it. My sister has helped me through life’s trials from that day to this.

She has always been a role model and hero to me. When first I heard the song The Wind Beneath My Wings I thought it had been written about her. She is indeed

…my hero, and everything I long to be. I can fly higher than an eagle. [She is] The Wind Beneath My Wings.

My Sister and Me